昨日４０００ブログのクリック以上になって、少し緊張します。
こんにちは、HIMEKAです。よろしくお願いします～

お知らせがあります。

やっと引っ越します！！！今日です！
色々が大変ですけど、スーパーハッピーです！（笑）
でも実はインターネットは多分３週間後になるので、ブログの更新出来ません。
できれば、ネットカフェに行きたいです。
すみません！

The fact that there were more than 4000 clicks on my blog yesterday makes me a little nervous…
Hi! I’m HIMEKA. Nice to meet you~ ^^

I have an announcement (lol).

I’m FINALLY moving out!! Today, that is.
It’s gonna be tough from here on, but I’m SUPER HAPPY!!! lol
But it’s going to take about 3 weeks before I can get internet again, so I won’t be able to update for a while. If I can I’ll try to go to an internet cafe once in a while, but no promises… (money… ._.) Sorry!

jcomstaff2

３日のイベント（浦和・さいたま）：

外でした。駅の近くに。
見に来てくれて人数は５０人ぐらいかな？

2回歌いました。毎回3曲。

1回目は酷かったです。
私はまた緊張過ぎて、歌詞が飛んでしまいました。。。
悔しかったです。すごく。T_T
でも途中でちょっと笑いながら冗談を言って、それは成長かもしれません。
見てくれた方は凄く親切で、拍手しました。ありがとう～

諦めずに２回目歌詞失敗しませんでした！！！
でもやっぱり緊張しました。いつも、変わらない事です。

１回目のお客様はまた２回目の同じ人がいました。
私のバカな冗談、すみませんでした！私のユーモアはちょっと。。。（笑）

hime

１回目の後、優しいファンからプレゼントをもらいました。。。
感情をこめて、私に渡した時きっと緊張したけど、私は凄く嬉しかったです。
開けた時、少しうれし涙がこぼれて落ちたんです。
ありがとうございました。携帯電話で使います！！！

小さい女の子と握手して（３才ぐらい？）、嬉しかった～～可愛かったよ～～～
ママと一緒に来ました。きっとどらえもんを見に来たと思います。

２回目の後、少しファンと一緒に話ができて、嬉しい～～
違う年齢の人が見に来て、その中にも学生がいました。
高校生かもしれませんね。。。
私のサインはまだ下手で、すみませんでした。T_T
みんなは可愛い過ぎる～～～
でも見に来てくれて、ありがとうございました。

どんな言葉でも足りなくて、悔しいけど、ありがとうしか言えません。
また色々やり直したい。次も頑張ります！

May 3rd event (at Urawa, Saitama):

It was outside, near the station.
I’d say about 50 people came to watch, maybe?

I sang 2 times. Each time 3 songs.

The first time was a nightmare.
Once again, I was waaay nervous and my lyrics disappeared from my brain and I had no idea where to catch up from. It was so frustrating… T_T
But I’m happy that in between, I tried to make a joke and laugh, which is pretty rare for me, so I’m a little proud of my ‘growth’ (if I can even call it that…)
The people watching were really nice and forgiving though, and they kept clapping along. :)

Without giving up, I moved on to the 2nd performance and this time there was no lyrics problem!! I was really happy and relieved. But I was still nervous…as usual. ._.

There were some people who watched the first stage who were still there for the 2nd.
I am so sorry for my odd sense of humor though, I say strange, not-so-funny things… ^^;

After the first stage, a really kind fan gave me a present.
I’m sure it must have been stressful to come up and hand it to me, and I am sure this present is filled with caring, so I was really really happy. My eyes got all teary when I opened it. I already put it on my cell phone!!! (Yes…it says ‘Hime’..*sniff* ;_; )

There was also a cute little girl (maybe around 3 years old??) who I gave a handshake to, SO CUTEEEEEE >0< <33 I was so happy!!
She came with her mom probably to see Doraemon (right before my turn).

After the last stage, there were a few fans who came to talk to me. The age range of the people there was various, and among them were students (probably high schoolers)
I really suck at signing (wait…don’t I suck at like..EVERYTHING? haha..), so I felt sorry for them to get such a sloppy signature.
They were all so cuuuuuuute <33
But I was really happy that all these people came to listen…

Even though I’m lacking words, which is frustrating, I only want to say ‘Thank You’.
There’s a lot that I want to fix, so I will do my best next time as well!!

ontheshinkansen

５日のイベント（名古屋）：

４時から起きて、新幹線は７時乗りました。雨の日でした。

イベントは：席は。。。２００人ぐらいだったかな？
また３曲を歌いました。
今回、相変わらず、緊張したけど、歌詞の問題なしで、全部歌いました！！
でもやっぱり、「残酷な天使のテーゼ」という曲（新世紀エヴァンゲリオンのオープニングテーマ）は最後のサビぐらい歌い辛いです。なぜというと息があまり出来なくて、苦しくて、コントロールとピッチは難しいから、ちょっとだけ言葉をスキップしたけど、すみませんでした。T_T最後の部分は酷かったです。皆さんの耳は大丈夫でしたかな。。。気になります。

nagoya

名古屋のAnimate（店）は東京より結構広くて、びっくりしました！
名古屋は緑がいっぱい。そういう場所に住みたいです！

今日の日記はまたこんなに長くなって、本当にすみません。
せめて、「ありがとう」を言いたかった。それだけです。
「明日へのキズナ」大きい声で、沢山の人の前で歌えて良かったです。

沢山の人に希望を与えたい。私と同じ勇気が欲しがっている人達に勇気を与えたい。
夢へ向かって、色々怖いことが沢山あって、不安も、大変かもしれませんが、諦めずに前へ進みましょうね。

May 5th event (at Nagoya):

I got up at 4:00AM and went on the Shinkansen at 7:00AM. It was a cloudy-rainy day.

The event : There were maybe about 200 seats?
I sang 3 songs again.
This time, as usual I got really nervous (when am I not nervous, even in everyday life? ._. I’m nervous even when I sleep….), I didn’t have any lyrics problem and sang without stopping!! >_<
Well….no, I skipped a few words of “Zankoku na Tenshi no Thesis” (Neon Genesis Evangelion OP theme) because I ran out of breath around the end chorus. =_= It’s really hard to control your pitch and vocals when you can’t breathe…it sounded a bit awful at the end. I hope everyone’s ears were okay….haha. I worried about that.

Nagoya’s Animate store is a lot bigger than the ones in Tokyo, I was really surprised!
Nagoya is really a nice city full of nature. I wish I could live somewhere like that.

Today’s entry is a bit long, I’m really sorry (then again, a lot of my entries are long..)
At least I wanted to say “Thank You”. That’s all.
To be able to sing “Asu e no Kizuna” to my heart’s content, in front of a lot of people, that made me really happy.

I really want to be able to give hope to people. And to the ones like me who might need courage, I want to give courage as well.
No matter how scared we might be, even when things are uncertain, let’s not give up and move forward, towards our dreams.

応援してくれて、心から感謝しています。みんな、ありがとう。
言葉が下手でもみんなは私の気持ちが分かってくれたら嬉しいです。

そして、スタッフの方（Sony, Animax, J:COM, いつも一緒に仕事している方など）、ありがとう、ありがとう、ありがとう～～いつも我慢してくれて、ありがとうございます！！m(_ _)m

またね～

To all the people supporting me, thank you. I am so grateful, from the bottom of my heart.
I suck at expressing myself, but if you can at least understand these feelings, I’m happy.

And to all the staff working with me (Sony, Animax, J:COM, and all the people who are doing work with me, etc), thank you thank you thank youuuu <3 Thank you for always being patient with me! *bows*

See you soon～

＊magic sparkles＊

-HIMEKA

P.S.:　インターネットがなくて、私は本当に大丈夫かな。。（笑）
         　Will I really be okay without the internet…? lol

P.S.2: To the people who were worried because the ‘first press edition’ is sold out : The CD itself isn’t sold out. It’s not even on sale yet! ‘first press edition (or limited editions)’ are the first release with a bonus in it. If it’s for an anime, it’s usually the back picture of the anime in question, and in my case, there is a cosplay card inside. Are you really THAT sad not to get the cosplay picture? :P So from here on, if you order the CD, you get the regular edition (without the sticker picture at the back and the cosplay card), that is all. I just wanted to let you know because a few of you seemed worried. :)